The Down Spiral Writer
he kept repeating himself
(and he didn’t know)
It’s a terrible thing to say
a problem
is problematic.
A story I wrote
about her -
two jobs before waiting
on the kid.
She was all he had
but he didn’t write
that part
didn’t/couldn’t get that far.
It was
Just another
Man
the man
that man
an open-ended
free-way
cars slinking by
pretending not to see
him.
Just a second,
where’re you’re headed?
DON’T TOUCH ME
its of paramount vantage
ˌbōnə ˈfīdē/ breach
music was cast
edited like only production designers can.
Did you ask Julie who
wrote this?
mirror slither
that’s all the afforded view
(slightly black and white)
when the colour comes back -
maybe
but it’s a
general
optical
gimmick
in dreams.
I’ve got to get there
To HIM –
just leave him
just like you
(preserved
like all great works).
We ALL contributed
to the cover up
down spiral story line
Mona Lisa got in
but millions died.
What are the chances
someone unpublished
became
the art of legacy
(just because I’m reading it)
(just making the words
LIVE again).
Go on
keep telling yourself
tell yourself this
is the best part
you cant kill someone
with words
you cant?
It’s not why
Whatever they write -
stains
but
by now its too late.
(That’s why he ALWAYS writes in pencil
That
Way
Its easier to delete people
He doesn’t like.
Don’t you mean characters,
No, I mean people.
What’s all this?
old letters…
From?
a jail bird forging checks
the great African Novella.
This yours?
Don’t read that!
NO one will
I just did.
for writing fraught
we ought
to realize
mankind is mad -
an inventor of education
unneeded/unheeded
unhinged
impinged.
They blame Covid
But this was WAY
Before the crown.
if the present is based on now,
it’s my personal property diving
into fractious phrases
they’re making a movie
of my life
(behind the wall)
but you’re redundant
and the shop sign says
CLOSED.
There you go,
but take it outside Eric
WHILE others
with noses in books
and sipping coffee
drink
from pleasant surprises
AND
your bellbottoms are sweeping my corridors.
Look, we’re done.
Are we inside now
or out?
A riddle? -
Go figure
Take deep breaths baby
Its all downhill from here.
Is that legal
Keep the things you toss aside
Don’t hide
Just fade away
a ghoul
in a professional capacity.
the violin was so soft
we wept
together
in cardboard boxes
I think.
I’m not sure but
they were words
without homes.
her eyes were so sad
see this?
don’t ever become a writer.
But the gold ended pen
called.
BUT
so did the bottle.
I have a gift
from one writer to another
(the frustration of torn pages
is there a Word Tailor here)?
No.
I’ll need a new (book).
Overflow
did you read my letter?
you’ve saved them
good
everyone knows
words out
where’s the masterpiece?
Does it exist?
Do you exit?
Interesting view
things felt/thought
moments of inevitable possibilities
what opportunity
to see
how to gather material -
LIFE is gathering material -
I’’ll use that
It’s so real:
chapter 37, third sentence down (spiral) –
I can relate
to that.
Remember something
You are Me
I made you -
the screams and twitters
are guests
in the caravan of Ready.
tortured souls on broken glass
accelerated control
escorted
on plastic sheets
it is written
the story that makes sense
our daily lives
without faith
are nothing
(gyrating on night-lights
a cosmic disappointment).
Don’t go out there
move back
(its ugly and big)
buckle up kids
(Its far and so strange)
across borders
different tongues
push once
YOU DO NOT HAVE CLEARANCE
and her foot still pains
from pressing the floorboard
trying to put the brakes
on life.
may I stay over?
- Thing is - No.
-
This wasn’t because
I burned the tree?
THAT
was just free entertainment
before we moved -
ok - I’ll head to my suite
take care
don’t forget to write
do you have a place for me to stay?
The back seat of my car
that’s it?
renting 24 hours 7 days a week
(what a wonderful life).
The down spiral writer
scratches his head
Thinking
Of nothing
but down spirals on
Cape Doctors and Khamsins
Katabatics perhaps
(one can never tell anything about a wind by the way it blows).
It's just...sit still! for monthly delousing
a beheading
this is the right decision
to dress him well in donations
laughing
beside
a burning barrel
very expressive
yes, I’m practicing and
rewriting –
before
fights break out
behind the couch
at 10.15.
I thought we were just friends?
YES!
This – is – temporary -
but
your
back is unbuttoned.
against nowhere to go
best chance is a pawn shop baby
its open 3 6 5 .
again.
How long are you here for?
New guys
tattooed faces
behind bars
I’d like a room for viewing
you’re employed here
??
yes
I’m gathering excellent material.
He’d never actually stood
over the blowers
(too much heat inside)
- once you’ve landed
you leave
a place without walls
or wells
the invisible man
in an invisible room
everyone looks
but no-one sees
the spiraling
down spiral writer.
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